Diaries of a Cuckold RSS

Don't know what a cuckold is? It's a man with an adulterous wife.

And this is my therapy.

I recently found out that my wife was cheating on me, and I need to express the flurry of emotions in some way possible. All names are changed, of course, to protect their identities.

But the experience, is all too real.



And yet I’ve lost

"I always win." That was my cocky attitude.

But that all disappeared when my wife’s strange behavior started to nag at me.

We’ve always been open and honest with each other. I’ve shared things with her that I’d never share with any one else. We were supposed to be soulmates and spend the rest of our lives together, so I felt safe and secure. I opened up. I loved. I gave her my everything. I cried in front of her when our daughter was born. I melted when our son was born. I opened every piece of my soul I removed all filters, all blocks, all walls. We were supposed to be together forever.

Nope. Not anymore. As soon as I watched her go into that hotel room with HIM, I knew it was over. As soon as I realized that she was about to fuck him, again, I felt it all collapse.

I panicked. I freaked. My entire perfect (stressful) life flashed before my eyes. I had lost everything in a single moment.

I became a cuckold.

My wife was off fucking another man, and I watched her do it. My life was over. Our lives were over. Our kids, our house, our lives, our entire everything was destroyed because of her greed. She had taken every single piece of me as a person, as a MAN, and destroyed it with her desire for another.

So… I did what I thought I needed to do. I would create the same pain for HIM that he caused for me.


I always win

That’s what I thought, “I always win.” I’m in my early-30s, successful, lots of friends and family, a great career path ahead of me, a house, cars, kids, good looking (tho I’ve gained a few pounds after the kids). Hell, from the outside, I’ve got it all. And to me, I always win. It might take some time, but in the end, I always win.

But suddenly, right before my eyes, so obvious that it could have smacked me in the face and bit me… I lost


The debut

Get ready for one hell of an emotional ride. I just gotta check that this is truly anonymous before we continue…